still no peace

i dont find peace yet, still some disapointement, and anger! i dont like it when energy is becoming negative! i have to transform it again, but it will come back slowly, after disgestion of this festival, very heavy and hard to carry! that is how i feel when i think of it, i am lucky : another part of me reminds me that no emergency in the "stage or artistick world" emergency is only when life is in danger, this is not any danger to feel disapointed after a vrey hudge work did end up with cancelation... in one or two days, brain and body will be abble to find themselves again.
good to learn : patience! perseverrance and courage : life is so good! no way to spoil it with work!